Mar/Apr 2023

  • Trust Times of Shadow

    Trust Times of Shadow

    Trust Times of Shadow

    It was my senior year of college, the year I thought I would walk across a stage and accept my diploma. I envisioned this incredible ceremony, surrounded by friends, with a job waiting me. However, reality had a different story to tell.   I clearly remember the day my life changed. I woke up feeling…

  • “I Love You with All My Heart”

    “I Love You with All My Heart”

    Trust Times of Shadow

    I often told my mother that I love her with all my heart, even if that meant with only half of it. The other half of my heart never developed. I have a congenital defect called Hypoplastic Right Heart, Pulmonary Atresia with an intact ventricular septum. In simple terms, the ventricle that would normally pump blood…

  • A Walk through Fire

    A Walk through Fire

    Trust Times of Shadow

    Since Covid first began, like many people, I’ve experienced complete annihilation in certain areas of my life—the parts I’ve always considered the most important. As far as I can tell, the pandemic is a forced shift away from how we’ve been doing things and towards a New and Better Way of Existing. And not just…

  • Your Dig-Down

    Your Dig-Down

    Trust Times of Shadow

    How many people live inside my head? I do know it’s crowded, and sometimes they really get in the way of each other. I reach for the freezer door to pull out the ice cream. Voice 1 responds, “Nope, remember you’re cutting down on sugar.” Voice 2 weakly objects, “Yes but . . .” I…